blue blood pt 1

how so much can change in just two days

at this time two days ago i had some regrets about going to the camp, in such an unfamiliar environment with unfamiliar people and unfamiliar...everything. there were some things which i didn't want to leave behind, even for two days, because i had fun with those things.

but now that i'm back, suddenly everything else seems so mundane and dull, compared to the events and experiences over the past two days. and what two days they were. seemed more like 2 weeks than anything, so much has happened.

how i never wanted it to end, and how i still don't want to return to reality

and how school can have an ever decreasing appeal to me, despite its appeal already somewhere in the negative region