leave it

leave them alone. they're not deserving of anything bad. they're you're friends

then why do feel

because they are your friends, moron

but it still doesn't change much. i don't even know what i feel

it's called jealousy

jealousy?

yeah jealousy. you're jealous of their happiness, which you want for yourself

then what do i do now

nothing, because there's absolutely nothing you can do. just wish them all the best