internet back

well internet's finally back up. and i realise that i can actually live quite happily even without things like msn (though i did feel some regret and worry that my warbook kingdom was getting raped while i was away). i'm probably more productive without internet than with it, so assumption is that internet is detrimental to my progression

we'll see about that

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standing there just off to the side. she smiled at me and i smiled back. nothing more, but then more than ever did i want it all to change, that i wasn't walking away from her, that i would be by her side, and never was the feeling stronger. painful as it may be