memory

my memory is a warped thing with a mind of its own. it decides when to recall stuff, such that i end up never recalling some things when i need to (like in an exam) yet i remember vividly things that are utterly useless (like knowing where the tv remote control is when i'm on the train). it also decides how much to release at one time, such that sometimes i strain and strain to remember things associated with a particular subject in hand (like during an exam), yet other times when i think of something, suddenly everything, and i mean everything, comes flooding back at once (like when i think of something several years ago). and i am also more likely to remember something that happened two months ago compared to something that happened two hours ago

irritating thing. powerful as it is.

i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever want to see fishing line in my life again, after this week is over.

never.

ever.

ever.

ever.

DIE YOU STUPID ROLL OF GREEN NYLON THAT CONTROLS MY FUTURE

that felt good